TODAY IS THE DAY

TODAY IS THE DAY
I knew this day will come
When we'll be leaving to wherever we came from
I always believed togetherness was awesome
Not knowing Separation feels blossom

I always knew we shall sway
Away from each others path to stay
Behold the feeling of those wavery days
For the untold painful tales

For such feeling is only felt in friendship
Believing in the shadows of courtship
Admiring the beauty behind every hardship
Forgetting the passion imbibed in every relationship

This freedom can be tempting
Those love could be charming
I could feel the hatred calling
But here I am,  bearing the testimony to my sadness

I always thought about this moment
When my hatred will feel so endless
How my happiness now turns to torment 
Now all my anger and pain seem worthless

The time has come
The wrongful right has to be done
The joyful tears has to be shead
The past must surely be cleared

It was once about you
The feeling were once true
The smile felt so real
I guess moving on,  isn't much of a big deal
     
                              #Harnasky™

EMPIRICISM

To the path in which I struggle
From the pain, sacrifice is all I've learn to cuddle
For the happiness upon which I shall stumble
To gain I have to be humble

Enduring the pain of frustration
Embracing the solace found in determination
Surviving the trials of tribulation
Emerging victorious in every situation

To the knowledge which I lack
From wisdom I've learn to ask
For success is the purpose of my task
Even when I've got no time to relax

Pursing the goal of my ambitions
Controlling the desires behind my emotion
Leaving from mistakes of my decision
Thriving shall forever be my resolution
                                       
                                                  #Harnasky™

YOU ARE THE ONE

You are the abstract if love
The meaning of pain
The agony of happiness
The truth of all realities
The desert defeat
The window of lost
The door of hope
You are the one!!

You are the  conscience of thought
The decision controller
The meaning of emotion
You are the reason to hate
The aftermath of affection
The consequence of conviction
You are
The joy of sorrow
The sadness of love
You are the one!!!

You are the stranger in my life
The blessing to deny
The conundrum of my thought
Just go away
Do me this favour which I will never repay
Just go away
And never come back again
You are the one!!!!!!
                                                  #Harnasky™

DELUSIONAL ME

     
Thinking about all this pain
I asked myself what do I have to gain
I wonder if the world would change
Is it all really self made?

Moving through the shadows of love
With the thought of those I have lost
With the kindness of my deepest condolences
Wondering about those I should have kept
Thinking about the first day we met
With the memories of the time's we've spent
From the scene of places we've went
I can choose to forget what we felt for each other
Always wondering if there's going to be a chance for us together
But the shadows evaded my thought
The light blinded my sight
The feeling clouded my judgement
My jealousy influenced my emotion
My emotions controlled my decisions
My decisions choose to be my perception

Then I ask am I the cause of my action?
Am I the brain behind my reaction?
Or is it the love that's my problem?
Hmmm maybe it is?
Or maybe not
My feelings never change
About what I choose to remain.

Am I delusional?
I ask myself that all day
                                        #Harnasky™

Love paranoia

Even though I didn't get a chance,
Thinking about you makes me advance,
Even though I look at you askance,
But whenever I'm with you, I fall into trance

Feeling for u wasn't a hard choice to make,
I allowed my feelings flow knowing what was at stake,
Before I told you my feelings, in me I felt a quake
Then my subconscious told me Ope it's gonna be okay

I wish I could be that boyfriend and make this day so memorable,
I hope you accept this and tell me I'm adorable,
Even though when I think of u, I feel so vulnerable,
But it's the same thought of u that makes me feel indomitable
                                     #Gokah

THE STRANGER'S PATH

I found my Solace on the stranger's way
Seen my true love on a stranger's face
Found my comfort on the stranger's path
Was happy with the stranger all day

Moving on out of conviction and depression
Coming forth with innovation and information
Building the future into a blissful generation
All was with help of the stranger's instruction

Truly our meeting was a blessing in disguise
Could see true openness in HIS eyes
I look through HIM, but HE sees deep inside me
For HE alone sees the real me from within

So blinded by HER smile
So comfortable with HER pride
Saw the right in HER wrongs
Her support keeps me strong

With no regret of past
With all the guilt behind my shame
From all the supporters of my claim
The stranger never doubted the echoes of my name

Am not surprise because it all hidden in your pride
Am not offended because the all interpret your lies
Am so glad they did appear in your eyes
What a stranger to have, and be called mine....
                                                   Harnasky™

DIVINE GRACE

he receives the divine call
From the Supreme creator of all beings
For he was the best among all
Loyal to his creator the knower of all things

The prophet after the coming messiah
He his Muhammad(  سلا لله عليا وسلم) the last of all messengers
The chosen saviour of all scavengers
The one who built the Holy house for prayers
He His Al-Amin the one whom we all admire
Good will were all His ♥  desires

He was sent to clear all misconceptions
Not to showcase His talent at auditions
He His a blessing to all creator's creation
He raise and nurture the best companions

Muhammad (  سلا لله عليا وسل) my beloved!
I will always love him under any weather
It doesn't change during the winter or summer
My love for him will never wither
The beauty of his message will last forever
I will forever remain a loyal believer

He brought the message of peace Al-Islam
With humility he commanded us to stay away from germs
To be the protector of our brother from any harm
To be the light that shines through our brothers lamp

His character is different from that of Robin Hood
He his transparent and didn't hide in the hood
He propagated the teachings of brotherhood
This message we practiced and understood

He is the best of all mankind
He is the peace I have always hope to find
His attitude were so precious and kind
His love will forever remain in my mind.
                                                          #Harnasky™

MOVING ON

This world is an ashes of DUST
Am not different, I can't always be just
Not everything has to be about us
But you in my life seems to be a must

It has always been on my mind to tell you about it
Seeing you in my future I can't stop dreaming about it
Your love is all I need and I can't seem to be without it
All I ever felt for you I mean it

The other side of the world shines the bright SUN
Am not exceptional am just the unique one
Every hardship surely has a good turn
I can't endure the pain when you're gone

We were meant to get along and move on
But the bond we share for each other is too strong
You can't stop thinking about me all day long
In your heart is where I belong

There is always a light that illuminates the MOON
Am not so gentle but I stay cool
Every law in our affair has its own rule
I just can't wait to see you soon

Now you got me acting like I didn't know you
But all I ever showed you were all true
I can't tell or express all I feel towards you
I'm your love but you can find someone better for you

There might be something that shines brighter than the STAR
I feel so happy staring at you from afar
But I can't get to talk to you in those fancy cars
So depressed I found solace in mourning my own scar

I hope you're with someone that treats you better
Even though I always long for us to be forever
And now I'm seeing that we'll never be together
Now I feel so hurt more than ever

Our loving memories are all I have to think about
You gone is something I could do without
I know I will be with you in another life.
                                                                                 #Harnasky™

SHADES

There are things I have done
There are places I have gone
There are smiles that I mourn
There are darkness I let run

There are gift I have sent
There are places we've both went
There are words I never meant
There are friendships I never earn

There are things I let go
There are are some secret you should know
There are friends and there are foe
There are stones you shouldn't throw

There are my past which I regret
There are places we've both eat
There are pains which I had inflicted
There are mistakes which you've neglected

There are things you can't forgive
There are past you can't retrieve
There are lies you shouldn't believe
There are path you can't leave

How does it feel? To own a heart made of steel
How does it feel? To have a companion full of will
How does it feel? When all the pain aren't real
How does it feel? When your happiness they do steal

I hope I could find my redemption
I hope I could gain your attention
I wish I could be your soul companion
I hope you'll respect my opinion.
    
                                                               #Harnasky™

THE STRUGGLE FOR ACCEPTANCE

She just wants to be, beautiful
She wants to be loyal and remain so humble
She wants to be recognized, and praised “The Noble”
She wants to be on top, and don't want to tremble
She mind her ways so as not to crumble

She praises beauty and craves attention
She desires to be loved with total submission
She will stop at nothing till she fulfil her intention
With low self esteem she fears rejection
She cries alone thinking she need redemption

She desire to be noticed by the crowds she thought she has deceived
She drowned in the scene of sins till she became weak in all she believed
She convinced herself there's light in the lies she conceived
Not knowing are faith and patience will make her feel relieved
Of all the troubles she chooses her life to lead

She wonders how she have to make them make her day
She never realized how perfect she was all the way
So she tries to cover up her pain, and cut her woes away
"Why pretend?” was the same question she was asked in may
Still the struggle for acceptance was the price she was meant to pay.

The feelings were new, she never felt them before
Never expect her reaction to be this sore
Hoped and aimed to be on top, but alone she was left to wonder along the shore
For the gentle humility and humbleness she once stood for
She was now left to be judge with her new score

Alone she was left to praise her own pride flame
With her lonely ignorance and arrogance to blame
Even her flowing garment of regret couldn't prevent her shame
Even in tears of agony her audience reaction were all the same
For all her deeds she is meant to be the acclaim

For her humble nature she should have accept
For the law of societal acceptance she would have learn to respect
For social inferiority she could have neglect
But choose to put her desire to fit in first
And eventually all her aim she lost

My dear don't ever forget to love, keep loving who you are
Believe in you best and embrace your inner star
Let your neutrality and humanity erase your scar
Then  your name will be what they would roar
And would be recognized and acknowledged even from afar.
                                                  
    
                                                                  Harnasky™

FROM MY HEART

My heart just woken up the door again
I woke up as you friend
I woke up as your next
I found you as my best

My heart just woken up the door again
I find peace with you in my chest
I'll be with you when there's nothing left
For you are my best till the end

My heart just woken up the door again
Seeing you I felt no pain
Will be your umbrella in the rain
I will be there to wash your stain

My heart just woken up the door again
Having gone through rough time days
I see you as my sunshine ray
Will be there for you and I promise I'll stay

My heart just woken up the door again
For a friendship I have to earn
Being with you, a lot I got to learn
So grateful for the love and happiness which you send

My heart just woken up the door again
For a friend I never got to see all day
For the pain of missing you I got to slay
Even though I don't see your face, your presence is still felt around me.

My heart just woke up the door again
For a love, to start my life's new chapter
To start a beautiful beginning with my capricious future partner
To be with my one and only paradise (Jannah) reminder

                                                                             #Harnasky™

SACRED LOVE

SACRED LOVE
This love is sacred
This heart is wanted
This body is enchanted
This soul remains pure as it was crafted
The path was blur like it was drafted

This love is sacred
Will protect it, with all it needed
Will cure all those it has affected
Will make clear to those it has blinded
Will put a smile to faces it has neglected

This love is sacred
The bond should be protected
The heart should remain pure and mustn't be infected
For all the pain and suffering it had being inflicted
In love all our emotional desires stay confined

This love is sacred
This love is divine and  must be defended
This love is decent and should be rewarded
This love is ordained and can't be rejected
For happiness and joy were all it reflected

This love is sacred
Its sacrifice must be perfected
It's law must be respected
She should be welcomed with her path decorated
And not reprimanded for the affection she never demanded.
                                                        #Harnasky™

INSPIRED BY A FRIEND

TO THE LOVING MEMORY OF THE BETTER ME

Sometimes when I get to see myself in half
Missing the very one person that makes me laugh
But kept loving the very person that makes me feel alive
She is my amazing grace, the sunshine of my life

Those times I wondered what made you slip away
I miss those time we both smile and play
Then I get angry at myself when I miss our yesterday
Then cry seeing our sweet memories turn grey

No more games and whispered secrets shared
No more comforting words knowing that you cared
I smile when I remember when you're being weird
But cry because I never forget the loving words you said

I always wish I had the chance to say goodbye
Even in some way I give it a try
Though there so many things I have to say
But I was left to write and send it your way

Left to burn my own flame
No one there to bury my shame
You won't be there to give me some blame
I will be left alone to be my acclaim

When I am stuck and felt so lame
Then I remembered you believing so much in me and my aim
Though now you are gone and no one to take your fame
But I will be proud to pronounce your lovely name

I will always and forever keep you close to my heart
Whenever and wherever I might be
I don't need an apology, and I don't need a good bye
I just need to know that you'll be there the day that I die

Farewell dear friend; I will hold your memory in my heart
So as long as I live, we are never truly apart.
I have loved you since I can't remember when
And I am going to love you till I can't forget how.
You have always seen the best in me, because you've always being the best of me.
#alwaysandforever.
                               #Harnasky™

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