NO APOLOGIES

I just have to move past time
It's time for me to live past our stories
Sorry I have to leave behind our beautiful memories
Want my mind to be clear and purified of all my worries
I just want to say what I want with no apologies
Am just take taking precaution for my unseen tragedies
Don't want to fall victim of your casualties
Want to be left alone with my faculties (responsibilities)
Want to be left out of your miseries

Forgive me for being revolutionary
Pardon me with my vocabulary
You've always remain left in my history
Right now! Am legendary
Even applauded in 'my cementry'
I just want to what I want without being sorry

They said anger is customary
Pain and pleasure are ordinary
If you are not satisfied better hit the exit
Guess to move on is what am blessed with...
                                       #Harnasky™

CONUN¿RUM

Like an angel you fly on seraphic wings
The beat of my heart, hiltherto sounds in the rythm of your transform
From your echoes which I hear you sing
Through the message you kept me inform

You are a guardian angel in disguise
For passion you embrace, in love you comprise
Always there for me when times are bad
Your the greatest friend I ever had

If I could only which one, wish it would be
To give you all you have given me
For illusion is all I see
For vision is all you decree upon me
Now I see...

How I've put our relationship through some hazy days
You've bee there for me my warm embrace
My confider my soulmate
It all a matter of time before I realize

Through all my ups and downs, right by me you stood
My inconsistencies you always understood
And you gave me your hand whenever you could
All the trust was all I misunderstood...

I thought they were sign of true love
Was thinking my problems will be solved
Thought you are a blessing sent from above
But you were the channel through which uncertainty evolve
After all my emotions were involve..

Though I am sure my mistakes will not end here
So certain my tale would be a nightmare to share
For the end with no beginning the can't afford to hear
I kept them away from my deepest fear
For you was all I care.

I don't doubt some of my heartache were from you
For each time you lecture me or tease
I feel so upset and displeased
Then you come back with "that's not true"
All I get was "it wasn't what you think"
And am left in the shadows looking for the link

For my heart I had my sleepless night
Wish I could be your guiding light
Thought I was your beloved trusted Knight
But in the end, I thank you so much
For my appreciation in my distress has a beginning
But for you all seem to be with no end
But for you all seem to be with no end
For all that remains of you were the beautiful memories we share
Those happy moment which together we spent
Through though times because of you I went...
                       #Harmasky™ 

THE UNREVEALED

This pain behind my cry
The agony behind my tears
My fears behind my heart
The joy I have left
The bliss is all I felt
I realize how much am blessed

Loving you is all I care
Losing you is all I fear
Your death is my pain cry
Your loss is where my weakness lie
My tears is where my demons hide

As my feelings avails and bleak
I realize how strong am weak
For all the pains I can't speak
Happiness I sort joy is all I seek

It's about finding my source of peace
To calm me and make me feel at ease
I understand the pain I have to bear
For all my 'demons' which I fear
I think about those so much I care
Then I realize how close my fate is near

As the start fill the evening sky
With my delusion life is passing by
I would rather be with my friend
Seize this moment of happiness before is ends..
                             #Harnasky™

MY BLANK EXPRESSION

I might never be your knight in shinning amour
I might never be in position to embrace your honour
I might never have the right to embrace your colour
But I am always here, my heart feeling tremor
I will always be there when they all seem no more

I might never be your ordained lover
I might never be the one to take you to mother
I might never be the one who bring you flowers
You might never wish to be with me forever
But my dream for us is to be together

I might never be the hand you pit your heart in
Or the arms that hold you anytime you want them therein
I might never be the one you saw coming
But I will always be with you, guiding your bearing
I wish I could be your blossom earing
But you could understand me be giving me a fair hearing

Eve with my attention filled with digressions
With the heavy burden on my depression
I have the feeling of compulsion
It's time for my honest confession

What's reality? Was always a question
Broken light brought my shadows reflection
These words on my blank expression
Your love is a home am trapped in
And there is a hole in our mansion

If you like, do whatever you've been dreaming about
And if you like, go places we can't even pronounce
Even if you have feelings you want to announce
My love for you I shall never renounce
I have a lot of blank expression, want to be spoken by my mouth
And this time, I will be glad to shout..
                               #Harnasky™

CONSPICUOUS MISCONCEPTION

So many imaginations in my head
To much expression I can't express
Too much message for me to deliver
Just a little burden I can't bare
Too many words are left to be said
A lot of pages still have to be read
Different types of flowers, embraces the colour red

But their expectations I never met
Their pain I never felt
Their joy I refuse to applaud
For their fall is all I adored
Their their ignominy is what I procure
From their soul, their intentions remain impure

So past in time our friendship flourish
So blur in vision our illusion replenish
From the shadows our ignorance diminish
For the set visions we promote dispute the anguish
For our love, will never relinquish

I stand by them with all they need
Remain their side as the protective shield
Replace in them the good seed
And make them understand what I write is they read
For their love is what I breed,
Even when they are still made of greed...
                              #Harnasky™
        

THE HOLY SCRIPTURE

The book written in the best language
Filled with the best of all message
Enclosed with the most beautiful coverage
The book honoured, and shown the best of homage
The all encompassing, its message never ages
The best of books above any average
Its words inspires and instills nothing but courage
Sent forth to the heart beautiful image
Shouldn't be taken for granted nor used as leverage

You earn reward from every alphabet you pronounce
Fill accomplished from the God word you announce
But ashamed for the guilt you tend to denounce
You have to believe in it and don't ever renounce
For all the wisdom from it you learn
Reward is all you shall earn

It's a light upon light
The light that illuminates the heart
The light the brightens up the sight
The light that shines in the darkness of the night
The light that guides the soul through the path

It's the citadel we should all behold
The guide to get our self desire controlled
The wisdom in it, we should always uphold
And paradise will be our optimum abode.
                                   #Harnasky™

UGLY BEAUTY

She is so beautiful
The damsel with no pimples
The pretty one with a lovely dimples
The amazing, a perfect example
The extraordinary above all samples
She is pearl found among few cute people
Her best colour was never purple
But her love for pink makes the world words tremble

She is so beautiful
She attractive garment
She is the most expensive ornament
Her beautiful leaves them agape with no comment
Filled with jealousy and pride in their illusional sentiment
But all I gave her was her deserve complement
For she is always my reserve 'refreshment' 
I can never forget our monument of merriment

She is so beautiful
Fashioned so perfect and impeccable
Faultless and unparalleled
So elegant and incompatible
Very much welcomed and adorable

She is so beautiful
Remain to be a mere assumption
So after all these appreciation
All I get was her polite rejection
For all my total submission
You remain nothing but part of my redemption
In your desolate I found my salvation
After all you were never the beautiful beauty

She is so beautiful
People say her way of life earned her this label
Because at every law of modesty she would always rebel
She was just a girl but she's on fire
The joy of the eye everyone tend to admire
Her possessed what the greedy men desire
If only she knew that beauty fades and hers will soon expire
Your time has come for you to retire
                         
                                 #Harnasky™

MY LONELINESS

Alone
In the shadows wondering,  and screaming
Tears gushing out of my eyes
Burning inside out can't be stopped by the ice
Inside I could feel nothing
But deep inside my heart, I am missing something
Within every breath, my soul is yearning for everything
Only happiness found by true love

With an empty soul
The path I thread filled with holes
Am broken, left in a half whole
With a body full of soaring pain
Alone in my imagination like a little burrow
With so much grief and sorrow

I have never dreamt of such night
Have never come across such a light
To give me courage and reason to fight
I will never remain in darkness
Or feeling tarred with weakness
But with my emotions filled with happiness.
                                #Harnasky™

DRYER LAND

Once we were living in abundant luxury
Our wealth was exceptional out of the ordinary
There was so much left in our treasury
We are now in war in my country
Flies are now happily feeding in our mortuary
The sounds of blades now soothers blandly
The stain can be washed off in thy laundry
We need refuge, we await our sacred sanctuary
But here we are, embarrassing our obituary
Legends hiding in the shadows of the cemetery
We need help, in my beloved country

Help! The wayfare is getting too long
To wake up with a smile now seem all wrong
For happiness is all I sort, comfort was where our heart belong
There's a taste on my tongue
Mourning sounds turned to be our lovely song

There exist a sport in my country
Where brutality was the constitutional decree
The lawless and vain take pride as the referee
From the agonising pain no one was free
Our colour red serves as a fertilizer for the three

We'll be united and remain the giant of Africa
We'll be applauded and recognized thereafter
Needing not their Pounds nor their U.S Dollar
We are the left surviving Omega
There's war in Nigeria
And this time, we need an ALPHA
                            #Harnasky™

BEHIND MY SHADES

You say things that makes me feel hurt
But your mildness is all I sort
Your anger was I got, despite my effort
Your smile I have to earn and can't be bought
But your pain left me with nothing to comfort

I ran to you when I feel bored
I edure despite all odds
I fear not torture even from your gods
I found my sanity with my one and only Lord
I thole all you said that seem absurd
I understand you, even when u act awkward
I comfort you, when you try to be wayward
And all I ask was you trust in my doings and words

You have a way of making me feel bad
But I never show it to you, because am sad
I tend to hide my pain behind, what makes me mad
Understand me and don't make things hard
Don't toy with me emotions like your game card
I am just being a young easing going lad
For all I do is to make you glad
                               #Harnasky™

DOUBLE CROSSED MISSION

At first all I thought about us were predictions
Soon I start getting a bit of attention
All from your formidable attraction
Soon it all turn to be your mere assumption
I was expecting some approbation
But all I get in return were your disapprobation
For your satisfaction you gave me recommendations
Well, I took all the doing as a verifiable sanction
Its making me lose control over my emotion
I felt the pain hurt beyond recognition
I remained indifferent, just to give you some satisfaction
In my lonely vegetation, I redesigned my stratification
Left to give the testimony behind my deposition
My transition was led through the intermediate sublimation
All I need is some inspired transformation
I feel secure about my intention
But all I procure were your rejection
I became confused about my passion and the affection
I felt some impulse over your uncertain conclusion
So weak, I have no influence over your decision
Your plans determines your desition
But I kept asking myself "what's my resolution?"
Where would be my destination?
Without you, what's my ambition?
Not sure if our relationship has any complications
Not certain if there's need for controversial retaliation
I hope with trust, we can have a reconciliation
I hope I can be rep reprimanded for my violation
But I shouldn't be rejected after all my devotions
And my inspired dedication
We can reach a compromise and grace our occasion
Indeed our LOVE deserve a need for celebration.
                               #Harnasky™

MY LOVE BEHIND YOUR VOICE

Your voice was deep
Your voice was gentle
Like an endless well
It made my heart swell
Your voice reached me
Its in it my motion dwell
Its echoes in the empty room
It's gentleness made me never thought of leaving its shell
With its tenderness I feel its indwell
Your voice is the power that ordered universe to be
The sweetness of your voice whispers in my soul and delight me

How I love to hear your voice, call my name
How your gentleness made you hide your shame
Your articulation brings forth joy and smile to my face
The happiness you brought anger can't erase
Your voice is my pathway the pencil couldn't trace

How I love to hear voice in all its magnitude
It's gives me strength and makes my attitude
Its comforts me on my Lonely days of inner reflection
It Sent forth compass for my intriguing decision
I am captivated by every sentence you speak
It's awakenings me when am weak
It's warms me on cold day and cools me off in the heat
I feel engulfed they sound so sweet
How I love just to hear you speak to me

I save your messages to hear plaid over and over again
For awareness and consciousness is all I regain
They are melodious that brings forth light of new day
They are enchanting as you are in life
No words could explain the bliss and charm of your voice
Your voice takes me places only imagined in dreams
Paradise and solace is found in your voice

Your voice is all I need in my life
It would be the last sound I will want to hear
Your name is all I would love to share
For your voice is the garment I wear
And your voice is the ornament I cherish
It makes my heart warm and and souls enrich...
     
                                  #Harnasky™

I THINK AM IN LOVE AGAIN

I think I am getting the attention
Seeing things beyond the threshold of my sensation
Committed to my restrained illusion
Affected by my inhabited overwhelmed emotion
Confused over my wavery decision
Yet prominent among His ordained creation
I think I am in love again!

The distilled drop of the rain
The unmarked among the profane stain
Yet her heart is where my sanctuary remain
I tried to gain control, only to fall for myself constrain
Am I insane?
No! I think am in love again

The thought of her relief my boredom
My heart remain worrisome
The thought of loosing her makes my heart aches
Its the heavy burden that I can't take
Her love has held me hostage without ransom
Slightly and gently showing me my way to stardom
Can't live without her, she is too awesome
Even when I knew I am not handsome
But in her heart I found my asylum
I think am in lobe again...

For I am now apprehended
For a love I never demanded
For a feeling that was never intended
For it's all now seem complicated
I think I am infected
With the same love all over again
And my love with her was ordained
Its all we both have to sustain
We are in love again..
                                 #Harnasky™

ALWAYS AND FOREVER IS A PROMISE

It's way too late, but I'm still wide awake
Cause I can't sleep yet, I watch the darkness fade
I need you by my side, coming to my aid
I got many thousand words
A lot of mystery I can't solve
They are woven in my soul
I can't do it all alone
Sometimes I feel like these days and night will never end
Forever is always to you my dear friend

I promise anytime you call on me
It doesn't matter where I am
Doesn't matter if I am not calm
I'll always be there, like you've been there
If you need me closer, I'll be right over
I will always stand by you always and forever

Every time that I need you by my side
Every time I lose my way in life
You are my circle life, compass and only guide
In your presence I feel much alive
I feel happiness and it's peace inside
And one day when the tables finally turn
Looking for a friend to lean on
I would be there for you are my chosen one
I will put us first, hold you so dear
Like you taught me
I promise that I'll be there for you

There are days when I just don't want to talk
Feeling so perplexed, don't know which way to walk
And when your feelings hit a wall
Just stay still and make my call
The love you've raised inside this friendship
No enmity  couldn't make a peep

Everything that I do is to make you proud
I would be so glad to say it all aloud
Making a difference, standing out among the crowd
Peace remain and happiness found in your shroud
You're my heat when I'm cold
Will stand by you when our past seem old
For you I will always behold
You are the place I call home, and always will be
Know that I will be there for you
I hope I will remain so dear to you
Always and  forever
                            
                                #Harnasky™

OWN PATH

From the monument our eyes became acquainted
I have being there to pick you up from where you fall
The past to me doesn't affect me at all
To wipe away the tears you never wanted
To take away from you the pain you never deserve
To give you the happiness, for only you it was reserved
And help you overcome every break down
To be with you till you beauty set at sun down

Yet I am always your victim
Blamed for all your misery
Because I was so concerned about your history
So worried to hear your part of the story
For providing wisdom
For you being awesome
And always wanting to save your humanity
To restore in you, your sanity

I no longer want to be your middle man
No more pawn in your sadistic game
No longer part of your inglorious fame
No longer fan of your applauded name
No more doormat for your clan
Nor the tool to ease your pain
Or the soap to clean your stain
Not the knight to promote your reign

I have my own voice to proclaim my thought
Have may strength to get what I sought
Have the sanity to restore all that hurts
My own heart to keep me alive
My pure soul to guide me right
My own will and desire to survive
My own glory to revive

I shall follow my own path with your presence
I shall survive even in your absence
Even when all seem to be for nor essence
But I have faith and trust in with my right conscience
Find a new meaning in life I shall explore my world
I shall accept my penance
And I hope without you my destiny can be fulfilled
   
                                                #Harnasky™