SHADES

There are things I have done
There are places I have gone
There are smiles that I mourn
There are darkness I let run

There are gift I have sent
There are places we've both went
There are words I never meant
There are friendships I never earn

There are things I let go
There are are some secret you should know
There are friends and there are foe
There are stones you shouldn't throw

There are my past which I regret
There are places we've both eat
There are pains which I had inflicted
There are mistakes which you've neglected

There are things you can't forgive
There are past you can't retrieve
There are lies you shouldn't believe
There are path you can't leave

How does it feel? To own a heart made of steel
How does it feel? To have a companion full of will
How does it feel? When all the pain aren't real
How does it feel? When your happiness they do steal

I hope I could find my redemption
I hope I could gain your attention
I wish I could be your soul companion
I hope you'll respect my opinion.
    
                                                               #Harnasky™

THE STRUGGLE FOR ACCEPTANCE

She just wants to be, beautiful
She wants to be loyal and remain so humble
She wants to be recognized, and praised “The Noble”
She wants to be on top, and don't want to tremble
She mind her ways so as not to crumble

She praises beauty and craves attention
She desires to be loved with total submission
She will stop at nothing till she fulfil her intention
With low self esteem she fears rejection
She cries alone thinking she need redemption

She desire to be noticed by the crowds she thought she has deceived
She drowned in the scene of sins till she became weak in all she believed
She convinced herself there's light in the lies she conceived
Not knowing are faith and patience will make her feel relieved
Of all the troubles she chooses her life to lead

She wonders how she have to make them make her day
She never realized how perfect she was all the way
So she tries to cover up her pain, and cut her woes away
"Why pretend?” was the same question she was asked in may
Still the struggle for acceptance was the price she was meant to pay.

The feelings were new, she never felt them before
Never expect her reaction to be this sore
Hoped and aimed to be on top, but alone she was left to wonder along the shore
For the gentle humility and humbleness she once stood for
She was now left to be judge with her new score

Alone she was left to praise her own pride flame
With her lonely ignorance and arrogance to blame
Even her flowing garment of regret couldn't prevent her shame
Even in tears of agony her audience reaction were all the same
For all her deeds she is meant to be the acclaim

For her humble nature she should have accept
For the law of societal acceptance she would have learn to respect
For social inferiority she could have neglect
But choose to put her desire to fit in first
And eventually all her aim she lost

My dear don't ever forget to love, keep loving who you are
Believe in you best and embrace your inner star
Let your neutrality and humanity erase your scar
Then  your name will be what they would roar
And would be recognized and acknowledged even from afar.
                                                  
    
                                                                  Harnasky™

FROM MY HEART

My heart just woken up the door again
I woke up as you friend
I woke up as your next
I found you as my best

My heart just woken up the door again
I find peace with you in my chest
I'll be with you when there's nothing left
For you are my best till the end

My heart just woken up the door again
Seeing you I felt no pain
Will be your umbrella in the rain
I will be there to wash your stain

My heart just woken up the door again
Having gone through rough time days
I see you as my sunshine ray
Will be there for you and I promise I'll stay

My heart just woken up the door again
For a friendship I have to earn
Being with you, a lot I got to learn
So grateful for the love and happiness which you send

My heart just woken up the door again
For a friend I never got to see all day
For the pain of missing you I got to slay
Even though I don't see your face, your presence is still felt around me.

My heart just woke up the door again
For a love, to start my life's new chapter
To start a beautiful beginning with my capricious future partner
To be with my one and only paradise (Jannah) reminder

                                                                             #Harnasky™

SACRED LOVE

SACRED LOVE
This love is sacred
This heart is wanted
This body is enchanted
This soul remains pure as it was crafted
The path was blur like it was drafted

This love is sacred
Will protect it, with all it needed
Will cure all those it has affected
Will make clear to those it has blinded
Will put a smile to faces it has neglected

This love is sacred
The bond should be protected
The heart should remain pure and mustn't be infected
For all the pain and suffering it had being inflicted
In love all our emotional desires stay confined

This love is sacred
This love is divine and  must be defended
This love is decent and should be rewarded
This love is ordained and can't be rejected
For happiness and joy were all it reflected

This love is sacred
Its sacrifice must be perfected
It's law must be respected
She should be welcomed with her path decorated
And not reprimanded for the affection she never demanded.
                                                        #Harnasky™

INSPIRED BY A FRIEND

TO THE LOVING MEMORY OF THE BETTER ME

Sometimes when I get to see myself in half
Missing the very one person that makes me laugh
But kept loving the very person that makes me feel alive
She is my amazing grace, the sunshine of my life

Those times I wondered what made you slip away
I miss those time we both smile and play
Then I get angry at myself when I miss our yesterday
Then cry seeing our sweet memories turn grey

No more games and whispered secrets shared
No more comforting words knowing that you cared
I smile when I remember when you're being weird
But cry because I never forget the loving words you said

I always wish I had the chance to say goodbye
Even in some way I give it a try
Though there so many things I have to say
But I was left to write and send it your way

Left to burn my own flame
No one there to bury my shame
You won't be there to give me some blame
I will be left alone to be my acclaim

When I am stuck and felt so lame
Then I remembered you believing so much in me and my aim
Though now you are gone and no one to take your fame
But I will be proud to pronounce your lovely name

I will always and forever keep you close to my heart
Whenever and wherever I might be
I don't need an apology, and I don't need a good bye
I just need to know that you'll be there the day that I die

Farewell dear friend; I will hold your memory in my heart
So as long as I live, we are never truly apart.
I have loved you since I can't remember when
And I am going to love you till I can't forget how.
You have always seen the best in me, because you've always being the best of me.
#alwaysandforever.
                               #Harnasky™

Eid

Ramadan 24

RAMADAN DAY 19

Surah Al-Jumua, Verse 9:
يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا إِذَا نُودِيَ لِلصَّلَاةِ مِن يَوْمِ الْجُمُعَةِ فَاسْعَوْا إِلَىٰ ذِكْرِ اللَّهِ وَذَرُوا الْبَيْعَ ذَٰلِكُمْ خَيْرٌ لَّكُمْ إِن كُنتُمْ تَعْلَمُونَ

O you who believe (Muslims)! When the call is proclaimed for the Salat (prayer) on the day of Friday (Jumu'ah prayer), come to the remembrance of Allah [Jumu'ah religious talk (Khutbah) and Salat (prayer)] and leave off business (and every other thing), that is better for you if you did but know!

RAMADAN DAY 17

Surah Al-Furqan, Verse 72:
وَالَّذِينَ لَا يَشْهَدُونَ الزُّورَ وَإِذَا مَرُّوا بِاللَّغْوِ مَرُّوا كِرَامًا

And those who do not witness falsehood, and if they pass by some evil play or evil talk, they pass by it with dignity.

Surah At-Tahrim, Verse 8:
يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا تُوبُوا إِلَى اللَّهِ تَوْبَةً نَّصُوحًا عَسَىٰ رَبُّكُمْ أَن يُكَفِّرَ عَنكُمْ سَيِّئَاتِكُمْ وَيُدْخِلَكُمْ جَنَّاتٍ تَجْرِي مِن تَحْتِهَا الْأَنْهَارُ يَوْمَ لَا يُخْزِي اللَّهُ النَّبِيَّ وَالَّذِينَ آمَنُوا مَعَهُ نُورُهُمْ يَسْعَىٰ بَيْنَ أَيْدِيهِمْ وَبِأَيْمَانِهِمْ يَقُولُونَ رَبَّنَا أَتْمِمْ لَنَا نُورَنَا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا إِنَّكَ عَلَىٰ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيرٌ

O you who believe! Turn to Allah with sincere repentance! It may be that your Lord will remit from you your sins, and admit you into Gardens under which rivers flow (Paradise) the Day that Allah will not disgrace the Prophet (Muhammad SAW) and those who believe with him, their Light will run forward before them and with (their Records Books of deeds) in their right hands they will say: "Our Lord! Keep perfect our Light for us [and do not put it off till we cross over the Sirat (a slippery bridge over the Hell) safely] and grant us forgiveness. Verily, You are Able to do all things."

DAY 9

Fast food is popular because it's convenient, it's cheap, and it tastes good. But the real cost of eating fast food never appears on the menu. Same way we feel towards doing what shaytan commanded us to do, we feel convenient following his will and we are negligent of Allah's injunctions. With knowing the price we've got to pay for our actions.
                                    #Harnasky™

DAY 7

Embrace your humanity

DAY 3

Our emotions are often beautiful, but they can also be dangerous. They represent our spontaneity, and seem to speak to us of our freedom.

Our greatest happiness does not depend on the condition of life in which chance has placed us, but is always the result of a good conscience, good health, occupation, and freedom in all just pursuits. The best feeling is isn't what we do to make other people, the best feeling is teaching people and encouraging people on what to do to make them feel happy. It Ramadan spread peace and salutation.
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RAMADAN -- DAY 1

I love those who can smile in trouble, who can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection. Its the natural for little minds to shrink, but those whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approves their conduct, will pursue their principles unto death.
               #Harnasky™