YOU ARE THE ONE

You are the abstract if love
The meaning of pain
The agony of happiness
The truth of all realities
The desert defeat
The window of lost
The door of hope
You are the one!!

You are the  conscience of thought
The decision controller
The meaning of emotion
You are the reason to hate
The aftermath of affection
The consequence of conviction
You are
The joy of sorrow
The sadness of love
You are the one!!!

You are the stranger in my life
The blessing to deny
The conundrum of my thought
Just go away
Do me this favour which I will never repay
Just go away
And never come back again
You are the one!!!!!!
                                                  #Harnasky™

DELUSIONAL ME

     
Thinking about all this pain
I asked myself what do I have to gain
I wonder if the world would change
Is it all really self made?

Moving through the shadows of love
With the thought of those I have lost
With the kindness of my deepest condolences
Wondering about those I should have kept
Thinking about the first day we met
With the memories of the time's we've spent
From the scene of places we've went
I can choose to forget what we felt for each other
Always wondering if there's going to be a chance for us together
But the shadows evaded my thought
The light blinded my sight
The feeling clouded my judgement
My jealousy influenced my emotion
My emotions controlled my decisions
My decisions choose to be my perception

Then I ask am I the cause of my action?
Am I the brain behind my reaction?
Or is it the love that's my problem?
Hmmm maybe it is?
Or maybe not
My feelings never change
About what I choose to remain.

Am I delusional?
I ask myself that all day
                                        #Harnasky™