MOVING ON

This world is an ashes of DUST
Am not different, I can't always be just
Not everything has to be about us
But you in my life seems to be a must

It has always been on my mind to tell you about it
Seeing you in my future I can't stop dreaming about it
Your love is all I need and I can't seem to be without it
All I ever felt for you I mean it

The other side of the world shines the bright SUN
Am not exceptional am just the unique one
Every hardship surely has a good turn
I can't endure the pain when you're gone

We were meant to get along and move on
But the bond we share for each other is too strong
You can't stop thinking about me all day long
In your heart is where I belong

There is always a light that illuminates the MOON
Am not so gentle but I stay cool
Every law in our affair has its own rule
I just can't wait to see you soon

Now you got me acting like I didn't know you
But all I ever showed you were all true
I can't tell or express all I feel towards you
I'm your love but you can find someone better for you

There might be something that shines brighter than the STAR
I feel so happy staring at you from afar
But I can't get to talk to you in those fancy cars
So depressed I found solace in mourning my own scar

I hope you're with someone that treats you better
Even though I always long for us to be forever
And now I'm seeing that we'll never be together
Now I feel so hurt more than ever

Our loving memories are all I have to think about
You gone is something I could do without
I know I will be with you in another life.
                                                                                 #Harnasky™

SHADES

There are things I have done
There are places I have gone
There are smiles that I mourn
There are darkness I let run

There are gift I have sent
There are places we've both went
There are words I never meant
There are friendships I never earn

There are things I let go
There are are some secret you should know
There are friends and there are foe
There are stones you shouldn't throw

There are my past which I regret
There are places we've both eat
There are pains which I had inflicted
There are mistakes which you've neglected

There are things you can't forgive
There are past you can't retrieve
There are lies you shouldn't believe
There are path you can't leave

How does it feel? To own a heart made of steel
How does it feel? To have a companion full of will
How does it feel? When all the pain aren't real
How does it feel? When your happiness they do steal

I hope I could find my redemption
I hope I could gain your attention
I wish I could be your soul companion
I hope you'll respect my opinion.
    
                                                               #Harnasky™

THE STRUGGLE FOR ACCEPTANCE

She just wants to be, beautiful
She wants to be loyal and remain so humble
She wants to be recognized, and praised “The Noble”
She wants to be on top, and don't want to tremble
She mind her ways so as not to crumble

She praises beauty and craves attention
She desires to be loved with total submission
She will stop at nothing till she fulfil her intention
With low self esteem she fears rejection
She cries alone thinking she need redemption

She desire to be noticed by the crowds she thought she has deceived
She drowned in the scene of sins till she became weak in all she believed
She convinced herself there's light in the lies she conceived
Not knowing are faith and patience will make her feel relieved
Of all the troubles she chooses her life to lead

She wonders how she have to make them make her day
She never realized how perfect she was all the way
So she tries to cover up her pain, and cut her woes away
"Why pretend?” was the same question she was asked in may
Still the struggle for acceptance was the price she was meant to pay.

The feelings were new, she never felt them before
Never expect her reaction to be this sore
Hoped and aimed to be on top, but alone she was left to wonder along the shore
For the gentle humility and humbleness she once stood for
She was now left to be judge with her new score

Alone she was left to praise her own pride flame
With her lonely ignorance and arrogance to blame
Even her flowing garment of regret couldn't prevent her shame
Even in tears of agony her audience reaction were all the same
For all her deeds she is meant to be the acclaim

For her humble nature she should have accept
For the law of societal acceptance she would have learn to respect
For social inferiority she could have neglect
But choose to put her desire to fit in first
And eventually all her aim she lost

My dear don't ever forget to love, keep loving who you are
Believe in you best and embrace your inner star
Let your neutrality and humanity erase your scar
Then  your name will be what they would roar
And would be recognized and acknowledged even from afar.
                                                  
    
                                                                  Harnasky™

FROM MY HEART

My heart just woken up the door again
I woke up as you friend
I woke up as your next
I found you as my best

My heart just woken up the door again
I find peace with you in my chest
I'll be with you when there's nothing left
For you are my best till the end

My heart just woken up the door again
Seeing you I felt no pain
Will be your umbrella in the rain
I will be there to wash your stain

My heart just woken up the door again
Having gone through rough time days
I see you as my sunshine ray
Will be there for you and I promise I'll stay

My heart just woken up the door again
For a friendship I have to earn
Being with you, a lot I got to learn
So grateful for the love and happiness which you send

My heart just woken up the door again
For a friend I never got to see all day
For the pain of missing you I got to slay
Even though I don't see your face, your presence is still felt around me.

My heart just woke up the door again
For a love, to start my life's new chapter
To start a beautiful beginning with my capricious future partner
To be with my one and only paradise (Jannah) reminder

                                                                             #Harnasky™

SACRED LOVE

SACRED LOVE
This love is sacred
This heart is wanted
This body is enchanted
This soul remains pure as it was crafted
The path was blur like it was drafted

This love is sacred
Will protect it, with all it needed
Will cure all those it has affected
Will make clear to those it has blinded
Will put a smile to faces it has neglected

This love is sacred
The bond should be protected
The heart should remain pure and mustn't be infected
For all the pain and suffering it had being inflicted
In love all our emotional desires stay confined

This love is sacred
This love is divine and  must be defended
This love is decent and should be rewarded
This love is ordained and can't be rejected
For happiness and joy were all it reflected

This love is sacred
Its sacrifice must be perfected
It's law must be respected
She should be welcomed with her path decorated
And not reprimanded for the affection she never demanded.
                                                        #Harnasky™

INSPIRED BY A FRIEND

TO THE LOVING MEMORY OF THE BETTER ME

Sometimes when I get to see myself in half
Missing the very one person that makes me laugh
But kept loving the very person that makes me feel alive
She is my amazing grace, the sunshine of my life

Those times I wondered what made you slip away
I miss those time we both smile and play
Then I get angry at myself when I miss our yesterday
Then cry seeing our sweet memories turn grey

No more games and whispered secrets shared
No more comforting words knowing that you cared
I smile when I remember when you're being weird
But cry because I never forget the loving words you said

I always wish I had the chance to say goodbye
Even in some way I give it a try
Though there so many things I have to say
But I was left to write and send it your way

Left to burn my own flame
No one there to bury my shame
You won't be there to give me some blame
I will be left alone to be my acclaim

When I am stuck and felt so lame
Then I remembered you believing so much in me and my aim
Though now you are gone and no one to take your fame
But I will be proud to pronounce your lovely name

I will always and forever keep you close to my heart
Whenever and wherever I might be
I don't need an apology, and I don't need a good bye
I just need to know that you'll be there the day that I die

Farewell dear friend; I will hold your memory in my heart
So as long as I live, we are never truly apart.
I have loved you since I can't remember when
And I am going to love you till I can't forget how.
You have always seen the best in me, because you've always being the best of me.
#alwaysandforever.
                               #Harnasky™

Eid

Ramadan 24

RAMADAN DAY 19

Surah Al-Jumua, Verse 9:
يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا إِذَا نُودِيَ لِلصَّلَاةِ مِن يَوْمِ الْجُمُعَةِ فَاسْعَوْا إِلَىٰ ذِكْرِ اللَّهِ وَذَرُوا الْبَيْعَ ذَٰلِكُمْ خَيْرٌ لَّكُمْ إِن كُنتُمْ تَعْلَمُونَ

O you who believe (Muslims)! When the call is proclaimed for the Salat (prayer) on the day of Friday (Jumu'ah prayer), come to the remembrance of Allah [Jumu'ah religious talk (Khutbah) and Salat (prayer)] and leave off business (and every other thing), that is better for you if you did but know!

RAMADAN DAY 17

Surah Al-Furqan, Verse 72:
وَالَّذِينَ لَا يَشْهَدُونَ الزُّورَ وَإِذَا مَرُّوا بِاللَّغْوِ مَرُّوا كِرَامًا

And those who do not witness falsehood, and if they pass by some evil play or evil talk, they pass by it with dignity.

Surah At-Tahrim, Verse 8:
يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا تُوبُوا إِلَى اللَّهِ تَوْبَةً نَّصُوحًا عَسَىٰ رَبُّكُمْ أَن يُكَفِّرَ عَنكُمْ سَيِّئَاتِكُمْ وَيُدْخِلَكُمْ جَنَّاتٍ تَجْرِي مِن تَحْتِهَا الْأَنْهَارُ يَوْمَ لَا يُخْزِي اللَّهُ النَّبِيَّ وَالَّذِينَ آمَنُوا مَعَهُ نُورُهُمْ يَسْعَىٰ بَيْنَ أَيْدِيهِمْ وَبِأَيْمَانِهِمْ يَقُولُونَ رَبَّنَا أَتْمِمْ لَنَا نُورَنَا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا إِنَّكَ عَلَىٰ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيرٌ

O you who believe! Turn to Allah with sincere repentance! It may be that your Lord will remit from you your sins, and admit you into Gardens under which rivers flow (Paradise) the Day that Allah will not disgrace the Prophet (Muhammad SAW) and those who believe with him, their Light will run forward before them and with (their Records Books of deeds) in their right hands they will say: "Our Lord! Keep perfect our Light for us [and do not put it off till we cross over the Sirat (a slippery bridge over the Hell) safely] and grant us forgiveness. Verily, You are Able to do all things."

DAY 9

Fast food is popular because it's convenient, it's cheap, and it tastes good. But the real cost of eating fast food never appears on the menu. Same way we feel towards doing what shaytan commanded us to do, we feel convenient following his will and we are negligent of Allah's injunctions. With knowing the price we've got to pay for our actions.
                                    #Harnasky™

DAY 7

Embrace your humanity

DAY 3

Our emotions are often beautiful, but they can also be dangerous. They represent our spontaneity, and seem to speak to us of our freedom.

Our greatest happiness does not depend on the condition of life in which chance has placed us, but is always the result of a good conscience, good health, occupation, and freedom in all just pursuits. The best feeling is isn't what we do to make other people, the best feeling is teaching people and encouraging people on what to do to make them feel happy. It Ramadan spread peace and salutation.
                                        #Harnasky™

RAMADAN -- DAY 1

I love those who can smile in trouble, who can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection. Its the natural for little minds to shrink, but those whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approves their conduct, will pursue their principles unto death.
               #Harnasky™

RAMADAN

The much awaited sacred month
We embrace it with all the blessing it sent forth
Ramadan is near, its hear
Ramadan oh so dear, so dear

The blessed  month in which we must fast
Opportunity for our good deeds to amass
From food and drink we abstain
Satan this month is put on a chain

Wake late in the night for Tahajjud
Pray like you really truly should
Supplicate to the most high on our sujood
Duas at this early hour readily accepted
Almighty ALLAH hears all, the Most Elevated

Then eat your delicious nourishing food
Throughout the day don’t be in a mood
Muslims fast all over worldwide
Rewards in this month multiplied

Your eyes will soon open up wide
Looking at all those foods fried
But don’t just anxiously await the iftaar
Make dua, ask to be kept from sins afar

Recite the Holy Qur’an much
Each and every sunnah try to clutch
Make good speech your norm
Extra Nawafil Salah and duha do perform

Having kept your fast during the day
At night Taraweeh stand and pray
Practice the beautiful way of our Prophet (Peace and Blessing upon him)
And for eternity hereafter increase your profit!
                                             #Harnasky™

BECAUSE OF YOU II

I was all because of you
I began to realize it was another you
You change the game
And these time I got the clue
Because of you everything seems true and new

There is just one call from my heart
It pulls me to a world apart
There's  just one word that I hear
One drum that calls me near
Because of you the part seems clear

Because of you ‘fear' was cold
Because of you ‘courage' was bold
You are the secret that I found
And the tressure that was hidden
Because of you nothing was forbidden

You made me your habit
Because of you I discovered my verdict
I left all ‘my addict'
Because of you I got the credit
All because of you

In the mirror you stare
Your eyes are calling me there
Your heart has taken my hand
Guides me beyond any land
If you're far I'll soon be near
What is faint will soon be clear

I know that I may not deserve you
And my life has meaning ‘cause of you'
Give it all away to see u you smile
Everything has always been for you
All because of you

The only thing I need in life is you
So lost and frustrated far from you
Your love is what makes all worthwhile.....
  ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!
                                 #Harnasky™

IT'S ABOUT TIME

............. The Time......!!!

A match is 90 minutes
A tv series is 60 minutes
A movie is 180 minutes
Salat is just 5 minutes
Jannat forever
Be smart to contemplate:
300 friends on whatsapp.
80 on the phone
50 friends in the neighbourhood.
In times of need 1 Friend,
Funeral, family only
In the grave, alone
don't be surprised this is life.
Strange world:
Surely my day and your day will come.
Life is only 3 days long:
Yesterday - Lived and never comes back
Today - We live and won't last
Tomorrow - we don't know where we will be.
Always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
                               #harnasky™

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUHLAYKHA

What I am today is not
My doing alone
There is another reason
For the way in which I’ve grown
How my life has shaped up
Owes itself to many things
One of them being you
A best friend who’s given me wings
My identity is incomplete
Without your contribution
That’s my toast to you
On your birthday celebration
Happy birthday

Wishes made on birthdays
Always come true
That is why I wish
The very best for you
I hope that you achieve
Everything you seek
There should never be a moment
In your future which is bleak

Our friendship has no shape
It can’t be measured with a tape
Our friendship flows like water
It adapts according to the situation and matter
Our friendship tastes like cake
It is sweet, cute and never fake
Our friendship feels genuine and true
Here’s wishing a happy birthday to you

On your birthday, I want to make a promise
Any celebration of your life, I will never miss
I also want to let you know
During tough times of your life, I will never let go
I also want to express
That I wish you nothing but success
And the last thing that I want to say
Is that wish you a very happy birthday

I don’t believe in being friends forever
But in being friends who make a difference every day
I don’t believe in being friends eternally
But in being friends who support each other in every way
I don’t believe that best friends never fight
I believe it is exactly what they’re meant to do
I don’t believe that friendship is perfect
It’s always about compromises to go through
I don’t believes in any such stereotype
All I know is I am that true friend
By your side, who will always stay
Happy birthday

Best friends like you
Are more precious than gold
Our bond is so strong
All kinds of troubles it can withhold
Wishing a happy birthday
To my dearest friend
With this poem
Lots of love and hugs I send
I have loved you since I can't remember when
And I am going to love you till I can't forget how
#Happy birthday Zuhlaykha
#Happy birthday Dr Lammy
#Happy birthday Midesola
#Happy birthday Zee pearl
                  
                                    #Harnasky™

It's Heebah
Her absence gives me fever
Her silence send down shivers
Her smile quenches my thirst than any river
One that can't be exchanged, just like my liver
Her presence is my perfect life saver
Don't guess...... She's Heebah

Spread across the globe at different ends
Through His favour we are friends
Although every relationship has its returns and bends
By His mercy , it took time buh we had to blend
More and more of each other we learned
You can't guess..... It's Heebah

Like I've known her since forever
Though I've not always been that cover
Exposing her.. that? I'll never
I'll be her friend now and ever
Stop and say ""it's Heebah""
                          #Azuka

JUST LIKE MY DADDY

People said am just like my daddy
I am also welcomed, loved by my mummy
More than just adored they called me 'honey'
I owe them for all their sacrifice to make me

They said am more than just like my daddy
They said we so much like the same
So glad to have him I behold is name
He stood by me, he hide my shame

They said am old enough the be more than my daddy
He assured me I can do better than he did
He thought me and showed me how to lead
He believed in my as the family glorious seed

They said and think differently about my daddy
I am proud to be his icon, part of his family
He calmed me and stood by me when I feel lonely
All he gave me were from his pure heart willingly

They said am as weak as my daddy
All he never did, they took it as weakness out of his laziness
But all is sacrifice were from his heart's goodness
For he is the gentle lover filled with kindness...
                                              #Harnasky™

YOU ARE MY LOVE

You cane to me in peace
You sent forth nothing but comfort and ease
You've being my happiness and will remain my eternal bliss
I gave you what you wanted but no more
You made me feel complete more than just enough
You've always being my inner peace
And you'll always remain my comfort zone

For your love is all I behold
And now am on my knees, have mercy on my soul
You've being sent to me from Lord above
For am here now, to give nothing but return your love
For your voice have always being my enchanting sound
Alone here, am lost reaching to be found

For if I had known
That love would be my punishment I would have kept my word
For you've always being like the ink in my pen
For your heart I never deserve but I which I'll earn
To you this time I give my word
For your love to me, means the world
That's what I'll do for you are my love

You came to be out of nothing
Yet to me you are Worthy of everything
You stood by me when am cold
For now your love all I behold
To with you I will hold on to my burning coal

And now the little I can give is my love in a poem
I will never stop writing, until am with you
You brought me joy now am overwhelmed
I promise I'll be born again for you my love.
                               #Harnasky™

WHEN WE GROW OLD

We'll see our hair, only to turn grey
We'll be left lonely on the mat to pray
We'll be alone in tormenting grief
We'll have experience only to tell in brief
For in our loneliness we find peace and relief

We'll feel bad about the sorrows of our changing face
We'll feel sad over the wrinkling of our once dazzling skin
We'll be left out in a secluded lonely place
Only for our mind to find peace from within

Well be cared for and adored like a new born child
Only for our ‘shamful' attitude with nowhere to hide
For their rules we have to abide
Only in them our emotions could confide

When we grow old, reflection is what we behold
When we grow old, sadness we tend to uphold
Pain turns to be our burden load
Then we turn to narrate the untold

We are left to think of our placid past
We await our death like time is running slow
We are reminded our beauty will never last
For the Angel of death is waiting for us at the show

Sorrow, grief, sadness seem the only truth
For our faith continues to be our only hope.
Then we close our eyes to sleep
Only in our heart we are left to weep
The thought of our beauty with love false and true
but they love the pilgrim soul in you
Surely the situation is bored to tears.
Only happens when we grow old.
                              #Harnasky™

PERFECTLY IMPERFECT

Truly the light is sweet,
And a pleasant thing it is for the eyes to behold the sun
As the Apple tree among the trees of the wood,
So is my beloved among the daughters of men.

Truly the beauty of love is devine
And so emotional for the heart to embrace
As a pearl among the few rear gem
So is the love of my life amidst them.

To friendship our feelings oblige
To trust our secret we confide
So few among us are strong enough to decide
Who to trust by faith will guide our fate

Truly obsession is due to frustration
But being emotional is due to distraction
Being in love is the law of attraction
But engaged is an everlasting decision
And marriage is the equitable solution

You are my inner self reflection
You've always being my bright soul perfection
My path compass, giving me a sense of direction
You are his ordained imperfectly perfect creation
You without question my best decision

To me you're perfectly imperfect
The best of whom I've ever met
The best of feeling I've ever felt
The ore that makes me melt
You're what desire means to me
Every monument with you seem like a gift
So Thank you for being there for me
                                      #Harnasky™

ZEE PEARL

I told her she a jewel
She told me about she turn to be a pearl
Her hard times were stories she has to tell
I assured her how all is going to be well
She told me how danger rings the bell
I calmed her with the story of how solace left it shell
For in joy and happiness her beauty shall dwell

She told me how she came across them
I reminded her how she has always being a rear gem
She asked me for an asylum to her problem
I told her, he faith will her emblem (Islam)
I told her to be affirm
Despite the thorns on the stem
For her ignorance I helped he condemn

She told me how she did all she had done
I showed her how ho make her wrongs undone
She told me about how she get her fun
I told her about when her friends will have her to mourn
She will be judged only be her level of iman (faith)
I told her friends she has to warn
And took her along to the path she has to turn

She told me all about herself

I told her, in piety is left
By my words she told how emotional she felt
I just reflected over the first time we met
Then I know for sure we'll be each other's best.
         TO ZEEPEARL
                                 #Harnasky™
     

TO HISTORY, TO LEGACY

To Muhammad who stood by his word(Al-amin)
To Ali the bearer of the sword
To Abubakr the one devoted to his Lord(As-sedeeq)
To Uthman who is modest, despite he came from the mud(clay)
To Umar who is chosen by the messenger's devine  call

To Aisha the mother of the believers
To Fathimah the mother of two beloved brothers
To Khadijah the caring adorable lover
To Amina the mother of all mother's
Who was bestowed with the humble servant(Muhammad S.A.W)

To Mecca the land of disbelievers
To Medhina the home of esteem faith holders
To yatrib the land of the flag bearers
To Taif the land which 'He' was almost murdered
Yet his tongue was chanting nothing but prayers

To Summayah the first female martyr
To Mus'ab the first ambassador
To Ja'far the beautiful orator
To Amar the family which the prophet adored

To Abu Lahab the evil accused
To Abdullah bn Ubay bn Salul the relentless traitor (hypocrite)
To Abu Mutalib the missed Anchor
To Khalid bn Walid the soldier war never refused
For victory makes him fill fulfilled

To the messenger we have to learn form
From his message that keep us inform
From the lesson to keep us reform
Showing us the path to the duty we have to perform
To our history we have to return
The legacy we should behold and never abandon

To the lesson from our history which we neglect
To the pain behind our mysteries we have to regret
To the prophet which we respect
To the Paradise which we expect
To the Almighty Allah's seen which we have to perfect.
                             #Harnasky™

MY EMOTIONAL DESIRES

When true love burns
It is Love's pure flame
When the feeling grows deep
Its the reflex of our earthly frame
When the loneliness set's in
It's a reflection of ones true pure shame

It takes it meaning from a sired heart
And but interprets the translated language of the heart
It's the desire to be desired
The feeling of desire for the desirable to love you, someone less desirable.
The reactions towards the desire for you, the desired, to love someone less desirable than you.
The desire to love someone equally desirable or undesirable to you.

Sometimes being desirable messes with my mind
Leaving me with nothing left of a clue to find
Giving me the reason to always remain kind
Having a reason to endure the pain I have to hide
For the bound we share makes me oblige

I was drawn to your flame
Inspired by your fire
Compelled by the sound of your name
Yet set my heart ablaze
And I burned with desire

For you were my blessing to acquire
The only belonging I admire
Your thought makes me feel higher
But feel depressed after all I acquire

This we're the result of my burning embers
From the ego in my heart, my feelings lingers
You are the cure to my emotional desires.
                               #Harnasky™

NO APOLOGIES

I just have to move past time
It's time for me to live past our stories
Sorry I have to leave behind our beautiful memories
Want my mind to be clear and purified of all my worries
I just want to say what I want with no apologies
Am just take taking precaution for my unseen tragedies
Don't want to fall victim of your casualties
Want to be left alone with my faculties (responsibilities)
Want to be left out of your miseries

Forgive me for being revolutionary
Pardon me with my vocabulary
You've always remain left in my history
Right now! Am legendary
Even applauded in 'my cementry'
I just want to what I want without being sorry

They said anger is customary
Pain and pleasure are ordinary
If you are not satisfied better hit the exit
Guess to move on is what am blessed with...
                                       #Harnasky™

CONUN¿RUM

Like an angel you fly on seraphic wings
The beat of my heart, hiltherto sounds in the rythm of your transform
From your echoes which I hear you sing
Through the message you kept me inform

You are a guardian angel in disguise
For passion you embrace, in love you comprise
Always there for me when times are bad
Your the greatest friend I ever had

If I could only which one, wish it would be
To give you all you have given me
For illusion is all I see
For vision is all you decree upon me
Now I see...

How I've put our relationship through some hazy days
You've bee there for me my warm embrace
My confider my soulmate
It all a matter of time before I realize

Through all my ups and downs, right by me you stood
My inconsistencies you always understood
And you gave me your hand whenever you could
All the trust was all I misunderstood...

I thought they were sign of true love
Was thinking my problems will be solved
Thought you are a blessing sent from above
But you were the channel through which uncertainty evolve
After all my emotions were involve..

Though I am sure my mistakes will not end here
So certain my tale would be a nightmare to share
For the end with no beginning the can't afford to hear
I kept them away from my deepest fear
For you was all I care.

I don't doubt some of my heartache were from you
For each time you lecture me or tease
I feel so upset and displeased
Then you come back with "that's not true"
All I get was "it wasn't what you think"
And am left in the shadows looking for the link

For my heart I had my sleepless night
Wish I could be your guiding light
Thought I was your beloved trusted Knight
But in the end, I thank you so much
For my appreciation in my distress has a beginning
But for you all seem to be with no end
But for you all seem to be with no end
For all that remains of you were the beautiful memories we share
Those happy moment which together we spent
Through though times because of you I went...
                       #Harmasky™ 

THE UNREVEALED

This pain behind my cry
The agony behind my tears
My fears behind my heart
The joy I have left
The bliss is all I felt
I realize how much am blessed

Loving you is all I care
Losing you is all I fear
Your death is my pain cry
Your loss is where my weakness lie
My tears is where my demons hide

As my feelings avails and bleak
I realize how strong am weak
For all the pains I can't speak
Happiness I sort joy is all I seek

It's about finding my source of peace
To calm me and make me feel at ease
I understand the pain I have to bear
For all my 'demons' which I fear
I think about those so much I care
Then I realize how close my fate is near

As the start fill the evening sky
With my delusion life is passing by
I would rather be with my friend
Seize this moment of happiness before is ends..
                             #Harnasky™

MY BLANK EXPRESSION

I might never be your knight in shinning amour
I might never be in position to embrace your honour
I might never have the right to embrace your colour
But I am always here, my heart feeling tremor
I will always be there when they all seem no more

I might never be your ordained lover
I might never be the one to take you to mother
I might never be the one who bring you flowers
You might never wish to be with me forever
But my dream for us is to be together

I might never be the hand you pit your heart in
Or the arms that hold you anytime you want them therein
I might never be the one you saw coming
But I will always be with you, guiding your bearing
I wish I could be your blossom earing
But you could understand me be giving me a fair hearing

Eve with my attention filled with digressions
With the heavy burden on my depression
I have the feeling of compulsion
It's time for my honest confession

What's reality? Was always a question
Broken light brought my shadows reflection
These words on my blank expression
Your love is a home am trapped in
And there is a hole in our mansion

If you like, do whatever you've been dreaming about
And if you like, go places we can't even pronounce
Even if you have feelings you want to announce
My love for you I shall never renounce
I have a lot of blank expression, want to be spoken by my mouth
And this time, I will be glad to shout..
                               #Harnasky™

CONSPICUOUS MISCONCEPTION

So many imaginations in my head
To much expression I can't express
Too much message for me to deliver
Just a little burden I can't bare
Too many words are left to be said
A lot of pages still have to be read
Different types of flowers, embraces the colour red

But their expectations I never met
Their pain I never felt
Their joy I refuse to applaud
For their fall is all I adored
Their their ignominy is what I procure
From their soul, their intentions remain impure

So past in time our friendship flourish
So blur in vision our illusion replenish
From the shadows our ignorance diminish
For the set visions we promote dispute the anguish
For our love, will never relinquish

I stand by them with all they need
Remain their side as the protective shield
Replace in them the good seed
And make them understand what I write is they read
For their love is what I breed,
Even when they are still made of greed...
                              #Harnasky™
        

THE HOLY SCRIPTURE

The book written in the best language
Filled with the best of all message
Enclosed with the most beautiful coverage
The book honoured, and shown the best of homage
The all encompassing, its message never ages
The best of books above any average
Its words inspires and instills nothing but courage
Sent forth to the heart beautiful image
Shouldn't be taken for granted nor used as leverage

You earn reward from every alphabet you pronounce
Fill accomplished from the God word you announce
But ashamed for the guilt you tend to denounce
You have to believe in it and don't ever renounce
For all the wisdom from it you learn
Reward is all you shall earn

It's a light upon light
The light that illuminates the heart
The light the brightens up the sight
The light that shines in the darkness of the night
The light that guides the soul through the path

It's the citadel we should all behold
The guide to get our self desire controlled
The wisdom in it, we should always uphold
And paradise will be our optimum abode.
                                   #Harnasky™

UGLY BEAUTY

She is so beautiful
The damsel with no pimples
The pretty one with a lovely dimples
The amazing, a perfect example
The extraordinary above all samples
She is pearl found among few cute people
Her best colour was never purple
But her love for pink makes the world words tremble

She is so beautiful
She attractive garment
She is the most expensive ornament
Her beautiful leaves them agape with no comment
Filled with jealousy and pride in their illusional sentiment
But all I gave her was her deserve complement
For she is always my reserve 'refreshment' 
I can never forget our monument of merriment

She is so beautiful
Fashioned so perfect and impeccable
Faultless and unparalleled
So elegant and incompatible
Very much welcomed and adorable

She is so beautiful
Remain to be a mere assumption
So after all these appreciation
All I get was her polite rejection
For all my total submission
You remain nothing but part of my redemption
In your desolate I found my salvation
After all you were never the beautiful beauty

She is so beautiful
People say her way of life earned her this label
Because at every law of modesty she would always rebel
She was just a girl but she's on fire
The joy of the eye everyone tend to admire
Her possessed what the greedy men desire
If only she knew that beauty fades and hers will soon expire
Your time has come for you to retire
                         
                                 #Harnasky™

MY LONELINESS

Alone
In the shadows wondering,  and screaming
Tears gushing out of my eyes
Burning inside out can't be stopped by the ice
Inside I could feel nothing
But deep inside my heart, I am missing something
Within every breath, my soul is yearning for everything
Only happiness found by true love

With an empty soul
The path I thread filled with holes
Am broken, left in a half whole
With a body full of soaring pain
Alone in my imagination like a little burrow
With so much grief and sorrow

I have never dreamt of such night
Have never come across such a light
To give me courage and reason to fight
I will never remain in darkness
Or feeling tarred with weakness
But with my emotions filled with happiness.
                                #Harnasky™

DRYER LAND

Once we were living in abundant luxury
Our wealth was exceptional out of the ordinary
There was so much left in our treasury
We are now in war in my country
Flies are now happily feeding in our mortuary
The sounds of blades now soothers blandly
The stain can be washed off in thy laundry
We need refuge, we await our sacred sanctuary
But here we are, embarrassing our obituary
Legends hiding in the shadows of the cemetery
We need help, in my beloved country

Help! The wayfare is getting too long
To wake up with a smile now seem all wrong
For happiness is all I sort, comfort was where our heart belong
There's a taste on my tongue
Mourning sounds turned to be our lovely song

There exist a sport in my country
Where brutality was the constitutional decree
The lawless and vain take pride as the referee
From the agonising pain no one was free
Our colour red serves as a fertilizer for the three

We'll be united and remain the giant of Africa
We'll be applauded and recognized thereafter
Needing not their Pounds nor their U.S Dollar
We are the left surviving Omega
There's war in Nigeria
And this time, we need an ALPHA
                            #Harnasky™

BEHIND MY SHADES

You say things that makes me feel hurt
But your mildness is all I sort
Your anger was I got, despite my effort
Your smile I have to earn and can't be bought
But your pain left me with nothing to comfort

I ran to you when I feel bored
I edure despite all odds
I fear not torture even from your gods
I found my sanity with my one and only Lord
I thole all you said that seem absurd
I understand you, even when u act awkward
I comfort you, when you try to be wayward
And all I ask was you trust in my doings and words

You have a way of making me feel bad
But I never show it to you, because am sad
I tend to hide my pain behind, what makes me mad
Understand me and don't make things hard
Don't toy with me emotions like your game card
I am just being a young easing going lad
For all I do is to make you glad
                               #Harnasky™

DOUBLE CROSSED MISSION

At first all I thought about us were predictions
Soon I start getting a bit of attention
All from your formidable attraction
Soon it all turn to be your mere assumption
I was expecting some approbation
But all I get in return were your disapprobation
For your satisfaction you gave me recommendations
Well, I took all the doing as a verifiable sanction
Its making me lose control over my emotion
I felt the pain hurt beyond recognition
I remained indifferent, just to give you some satisfaction
In my lonely vegetation, I redesigned my stratification
Left to give the testimony behind my deposition
My transition was led through the intermediate sublimation
All I need is some inspired transformation
I feel secure about my intention
But all I procure were your rejection
I became confused about my passion and the affection
I felt some impulse over your uncertain conclusion
So weak, I have no influence over your decision
Your plans determines your desition
But I kept asking myself "what's my resolution?"
Where would be my destination?
Without you, what's my ambition?
Not sure if our relationship has any complications
Not certain if there's need for controversial retaliation
I hope with trust, we can have a reconciliation
I hope I can be rep reprimanded for my violation
But I shouldn't be rejected after all my devotions
And my inspired dedication
We can reach a compromise and grace our occasion
Indeed our LOVE deserve a need for celebration.
                               #Harnasky™

MY LOVE BEHIND YOUR VOICE

Your voice was deep
Your voice was gentle
Like an endless well
It made my heart swell
Your voice reached me
Its in it my motion dwell
Its echoes in the empty room
It's gentleness made me never thought of leaving its shell
With its tenderness I feel its indwell
Your voice is the power that ordered universe to be
The sweetness of your voice whispers in my soul and delight me

How I love to hear your voice, call my name
How your gentleness made you hide your shame
Your articulation brings forth joy and smile to my face
The happiness you brought anger can't erase
Your voice is my pathway the pencil couldn't trace

How I love to hear voice in all its magnitude
It's gives me strength and makes my attitude
Its comforts me on my Lonely days of inner reflection
It Sent forth compass for my intriguing decision
I am captivated by every sentence you speak
It's awakenings me when am weak
It's warms me on cold day and cools me off in the heat
I feel engulfed they sound so sweet
How I love just to hear you speak to me

I save your messages to hear plaid over and over again
For awareness and consciousness is all I regain
They are melodious that brings forth light of new day
They are enchanting as you are in life
No words could explain the bliss and charm of your voice
Your voice takes me places only imagined in dreams
Paradise and solace is found in your voice

Your voice is all I need in my life
It would be the last sound I will want to hear
Your name is all I would love to share
For your voice is the garment I wear
And your voice is the ornament I cherish
It makes my heart warm and and souls enrich...
     
                                  #Harnasky™

I THINK AM IN LOVE AGAIN

I think I am getting the attention
Seeing things beyond the threshold of my sensation
Committed to my restrained illusion
Affected by my inhabited overwhelmed emotion
Confused over my wavery decision
Yet prominent among His ordained creation
I think I am in love again!

The distilled drop of the rain
The unmarked among the profane stain
Yet her heart is where my sanctuary remain
I tried to gain control, only to fall for myself constrain
Am I insane?
No! I think am in love again

The thought of her relief my boredom
My heart remain worrisome
The thought of loosing her makes my heart aches
Its the heavy burden that I can't take
Her love has held me hostage without ransom
Slightly and gently showing me my way to stardom
Can't live without her, she is too awesome
Even when I knew I am not handsome
But in her heart I found my asylum
I think am in lobe again...

For I am now apprehended
For a love I never demanded
For a feeling that was never intended
For it's all now seem complicated
I think I am infected
With the same love all over again
And my love with her was ordained
Its all we both have to sustain
We are in love again..
                                 #Harnasky™

ALWAYS AND FOREVER IS A PROMISE

It's way too late, but I'm still wide awake
Cause I can't sleep yet, I watch the darkness fade
I need you by my side, coming to my aid
I got many thousand words
A lot of mystery I can't solve
They are woven in my soul
I can't do it all alone
Sometimes I feel like these days and night will never end
Forever is always to you my dear friend

I promise anytime you call on me
It doesn't matter where I am
Doesn't matter if I am not calm
I'll always be there, like you've been there
If you need me closer, I'll be right over
I will always stand by you always and forever

Every time that I need you by my side
Every time I lose my way in life
You are my circle life, compass and only guide
In your presence I feel much alive
I feel happiness and it's peace inside
And one day when the tables finally turn
Looking for a friend to lean on
I would be there for you are my chosen one
I will put us first, hold you so dear
Like you taught me
I promise that I'll be there for you

There are days when I just don't want to talk
Feeling so perplexed, don't know which way to walk
And when your feelings hit a wall
Just stay still and make my call
The love you've raised inside this friendship
No enmity  couldn't make a peep

Everything that I do is to make you proud
I would be so glad to say it all aloud
Making a difference, standing out among the crowd
Peace remain and happiness found in your shroud
You're my heat when I'm cold
Will stand by you when our past seem old
For you I will always behold
You are the place I call home, and always will be
Know that I will be there for you
I hope I will remain so dear to you
Always and  forever
                            
                                #Harnasky™

OWN PATH

From the monument our eyes became acquainted
I have being there to pick you up from where you fall
The past to me doesn't affect me at all
To wipe away the tears you never wanted
To take away from you the pain you never deserve
To give you the happiness, for only you it was reserved
And help you overcome every break down
To be with you till you beauty set at sun down

Yet I am always your victim
Blamed for all your misery
Because I was so concerned about your history
So worried to hear your part of the story
For providing wisdom
For you being awesome
And always wanting to save your humanity
To restore in you, your sanity

I no longer want to be your middle man
No more pawn in your sadistic game
No longer part of your inglorious fame
No longer fan of your applauded name
No more doormat for your clan
Nor the tool to ease your pain
Or the soap to clean your stain
Not the knight to promote your reign

I have my own voice to proclaim my thought
Have may strength to get what I sought
Have the sanity to restore all that hurts
My own heart to keep me alive
My pure soul to guide me right
My own will and desire to survive
My own glory to revive

I shall follow my own path with your presence
I shall survive even in your absence
Even when all seem to be for nor essence
But I have faith and trust in with my right conscience
Find a new meaning in life I shall explore my world
I shall accept my penance
And I hope without you my destiny can be fulfilled
   
                                                #Harnasky™

Hijab Day..... Febuary 1st

Let my hijab be
Its my supreme Lord decree
Its the beauty the world refuse to see
Its a sign of modesty
To protect me from various form of promiscuity
Giving me inner peace and tranquillity

Its a monument for Muslim self consciousness
Its an avenue for world wide awareness
Its the period for Muslim to understand their root
Its time for the world to uphold the truth

My hijab
Its makes me beautiful and stunning
It makes me proud and happy
It make me sweeter than the joy in taking honey
Makes me unique among those who look shabby

Adhering to my Lord instruction
And upholding His DEVINE injunction
My hijab is a drug with detail prescription
Shouldn't be condemn or seen as an abomination
But should be shown some level of appreciation

Its my hijab I will never remove
Its my pride which makes my soul improve
Its my identity is all I have so say
Covering myself will hide my charm sway
Its is the peace that showed me light
Its my strength which made my spirit bright
Its my compass which gives me a guide
Its my love that makes my faith high

Let the world understand hijab is the cure
Deep in my soul I feel calm and pure
It gives me guidance and I will never regret
Its a part of me the world should respect

#myhijabmakesme
#letmyhijabbe
#letmyhijabstay
#letmyreligioncometoplay
                                  #Harnasky™

YOUR EYES

Your eyes
So pure and wide
I saw your eyes shinning so bright
The illuminate with dazzling light
I fell for them at all sight
I love your eyes, those twinkling eyes
They speak a thousand things
It glows and I drown in its intensity

Your eyes
In it I saw my 'paradise'
It evoke myriad memories
And leaves an imprint on me
I consider myself lucky enough
To have experienced it's warmth
Every time I look into your eyes
I'm lost in innumerable memories
Then forgetting the world behind me

Your eyes
When I am looking into your eyes
I see all the love you have for me
I saw the trust you have in me
I see in your eyes you care for me a lot
And I will do whatever it takes to have you in my life
When am looking into your eyes
It tells me you'll never leave me
You will always stay by my side
To protect and cherish me

Your eyes
When I am looking into your eyes
I see with you everything seems possible
And my problem is now flexible
I see in your eyes your love is everything
Than just being the Apple of my eye!

That eyes
Sometimes they changed to red
I began to tell myself "boy you are dead"
I began to wonder is these the same friend
Well I move with the flow and pretend
Soon I realize it was only 'those for me to tell'
It's priceless I can't sell
But when they speak
The sound I could tell, which sound like a bell
That  warns me, "be careful, beware"

Hmm!!!
I wrote you these poem
And I signed it away
I hope you'll love of
And maybe you'll stay
Well you didn't write back
I poured out my heart out
Is there something I lack?
Even there is no 'point'
I simply kept writing
Not sure if I have disappoint
I am not appointed, well I guess that's not the point
"Your eyes makes me wise"
                                  #HARNASKY™

Do not accept the truth from one your respect, but respect the truth forming the one you accept #Harnasky™

WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT ME

I sat down to write my poems

I look up at my big small little clock

I sat there feeling overwhelmed

Wow! I love the writer's block

I wish you could join us, the best club

I did put pen to paper

With the feeling of the worst going to be better

With my future hoping to be better

I couldn't stop now or never

But then I lift it up

I feel joy and happiness erupt

Each thought I wrote out

Each and every single emotions I let out

Every single feelings I thought about

Sooner I even forgot what my poems were all  about

I let out the giant in me, I found my rhythm

It was like a hit or miss

I put them down even in pieces

Maybe I might find solace, comfort and peace

But I finally finished it, and ended up with this...

                        #HARNASKY